Sunday, October 30, 2011

GroupLove.

Grouplove "Tongue Tied" from Toy Human on Vimeo.

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Don't take me tongue tied
Don't wave no goodbye...

Saturday, October 29, 2011

Sunday, October 23, 2011

Don't think twice, it's alright.

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You're the reason I'ma travlin' on...

Saturday, October 22, 2011

Sad and Lonely Statue---> Take Three Steps on the Right Road...

(How are you gonna get your hands

Inside the real thing

When you go and leave your mind sleepin'?

Time to understand your place

Your trees and your buildings

When the time to dream is almost over.)


(Take three steps on the right road

Go

See the people call you

Sad and lonely statue.)


Thursday, October 20, 2011

Oblivion

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see you on a dark night.

Hold me closer, I am open, I’ve been waiting, don’t be shy

Wrap your loving arms around me; press your face against mine

Once a liar, once a cheater, yes your light went underground

I have seen it here inside me and that light is what was found

Come home, come home sweetheart

Come home bitter heart

Let go and love

Are you broken, are you beaten, are you stranded in your head?

Has your path made you a stranger?

Does that stranger want you dead?

Come home, come home sweetheart

Come home bitter heart

Let go and love

Our world is filled with ordinary things

Fear and hate and doubt

Our world is filled with only what we see

Can we see love now?

Can we see love now?

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

the man and the boy and the distortion

he clenched his jaw and fought the thought
of tasting tears in his mouth

thoughts that gripped him tight and held him
up against his own wall of imprisonment

for the fear of such a dream or nightmare
actually coming to fruition made his blood heat up

the chills came and went and the nervous feeling
created a new person on the outside of him

he was molding himself into a man but the little boy inside
came outside to play with his heart and mess with his emotions

paranoia paranoia paranoia paranoia paranoia paranoia
who keeps watching and thinking and feeling and believing???

his head became fucked with, what a stupid little boy he's become
does he know he's really okay? someone should tell him he's fine

where does he start- he wants to open the closet door to his thoughts
but his past would fall out and make the room so messy

how would he walk around it, he doesn't have time to pick it up
can he take this situation and crumple it up and shove it in the closest?

it will make things so much easier but the man has already been molded
he is growing and reading and writing and learning and discovering

he is sick of the cycle and the heartache and the confusion
the man wants to help the boy but the boy doesn't need help

the boy can do it all by himself he swears he can
the little boy has done this before, he's taken care of himself before

the door starts to open and the man and the boy both know
that once it rains it always seems to pour

get ready for the aftermath.

Wake Up


Acceptance is a doorway to hell
if you're on the wrong side
things don't go so well.

So I accepted who I am
and I named my disease
And finally felt relief
and got down on my knees.

Wake up, you're living now
you've been gone so long
do you remember how?
Just be yourself, that's being brave
you're not the master,

but you sure ain't the slave.


Saturday, October 15, 2011



Bon Iver "Towers" from Christian Bartsch on Vimeo.



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love is elusive

is love what they say it is?

Thursday, October 13, 2011

Ghostpoet

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I just wanna live life and survive it.

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

A Lull

A Lull - Some Love from Mush Records on Vimeo.

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Break us off a piece
The sun shines on me

We smash our little heads on the ground

Repair them with what little we have

Smile, smile on me

With blood, sweat and - me

We smash our little heads on the ground

Repair them with what little we have


Hold all you own

Hold all you want


Show me some love


Outside, come outside

There's plenty of room outside
Bang on the drums

Bang on the floor


Look each other up and down

There's plenty of people around

Bang on the floor

Bang on the door

Look each other up and down

There's plenty of people around

Bang on the floor

Bang on the door


Show me some love


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This track by A Lull and the accompanying video remind me of being free.
As free as we thought we were when none of us had demands.
The freedom of a night with absolutely nothing to do but- be.
Minds that weren't twisted up with a giant fucking "to-do" list.
I don't feel so free anymore. Hell I barely feel alive anymore.
Feels like motions going through motions going through motions.
I want to bust out of this cage and tear up the invisible contract that said I needed to be someone who cared about status and money and obligations and deadlines and relationships SO much that I could possibly lose my one and only true freedom.

The freedom of an unshackled mind.